How not to place your power in the hands of others
The real point I'd love to get across is the mechanics of how such conflicts are processed by our psychics and what are the possible outcomes.
...In the middle of the conversation with my husband, I was literally feeling how the earth was slipping from under my feet, as all my arguments were futile. I couldn't find the strength to keep my balance: I got angry that he didn't believe me. So automatically I drained all my power in that well and places it in someone else's hands.
Half a day later, when I eventually managed to pull myself together and look inside the way we do it in Satori Healing, I saw myself literally lying on the floor, leaning on the elbow, almost killed by my husband's mistrust. And until I lived this pain through completely - being wrong in his eyes - until I accepted it as it was, I couldn't get back on my feet in my image.
But what happened later, once I managed to do it all... Wow! When the pain was released (and it has to be a natural emotional process, without any mental efforts a la 'positive psychology'), I saw myself standing at full height, strong and accepting any accusations, words, rejection - anything - calmly and 'as it is'.
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